KT's Miscellany!

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A compendium of all the silly things that dont fit in my main blog--including but not limited to: Class Notes, shitposts, excessive 88x 31 buttons, etc...

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CURRENT OBSESSIONS!!!!! (these change frequently)  picture

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MUSIC:

she wants revenge, soho dolls, joy division, cattaca, nine inch nails

MEDIA:

coraline, miss peregrines home for peculiar children, the first scream movie, babel, 3blue1brown series on diff eq's, and hank green yt channel

FOOD/DRINK:

anything vanilla flavored, bowls of assorted berries, matcha, spicy tofu with rice, earl grey tea, and peach soju

ART:

edward gorey, egon schiele, gustav klimt

MISCELLANEOUS:

gene ray and the 1997 time cube fiasco, malaysia airlines flight 370 and its multiple conspiracy theories, the unsolved disappearance of martin allen

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about this blog

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Hello... this is my blog where I fart around and write or vent about whatever is on my mind... usually personal stuff or idk current events. I also sometimes share art or music or some video games I make. Dont take anything I make too seriously! tis all just for fun

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DO YOU GO TO UW???

Here are (almost) all my notes for (almost) every class I've taken

Math 208 (Linear Algebra)

Lecture Notes

9/27 Lecture Notes

10/4 Lecture Notes

10/7 Lecture Notes

10/14 Lecture Notes

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10/23 Lecture Notes

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10/30 Lecture Notes

11/1 Lecture Notes

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11/25 Lecture Notes

online homeworks

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webwork 4.4

written homeworks

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Written HW 7

Math 126 (Calc III)

Lecture Notes

i did not takw notes for this class cuz i was in a depressive episode LOL!!! These notes are courtesy of my lovely roommate annabel everyone say THANK U ANNABEL!!!!!

10.3 Polar Coordinates

12.1 - Intro to 3D

12.2 - Vectors

12.3 - Dot Product.pdf

12.4 - Cross Product Intro to Lines

12.5 - Intro to Lines Planes

12.6 Surfaces

13.1 - 3D Curves

13.3 - Measurement Tools

13.4 Position, Velocity, Acceleration

14.1-14.3 Intro to Surfaces and Partial Derivatives

14.3 & 14.4 Tangent Planes and Tangent Slopes

14.7 & 15.1

14.7 Max-Min.pdf

15.2 Double Integrals over General Regions

15.3 Double Integrals w Polar

15.4 Center of Mass

More 12.5

More 13.1 & 13.2

More 14.7 & 15.1 - Global max-min, iterated integrals

Taylor Notes 1

Taylor Notes 2 & 3

More TN 5

Final Exam Review

Math 125 (Calc II)

Lecture Notes (Ostroff)

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3/1 Lecture Notes

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Worksheets

Worksheet 2

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Worksheet 6

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Worksheet 10

Math 124 (Calc I)

Lecture Notes

I did not take notes for this class. Sry.

Physics 123 (Waves and Optics)

Textbook Notes

Chapter 33 Notes- Ray Optics

Chapter 34 Notes- Wave and Particle Optics

Chapter 15 Notes- Periodic Motion

Chapter 16 Notes- Waves in one Dimension

Chapter 17 Notes- Waves in 2 adn 3 Dimensions

Physics 122 (ELectromagnetism)

Lecture Notes

Physics 121 (Mechanicss)

Lecture Notes

Psychology 101

Lecture Notes

Lecture Notes (from September-December)

Conways Game of Life!

Wednesday, January 15th, 9:43PM

One of my favorite examples of cellular automata is Conway's game of life. 4 simple rules on a grid create complex systems (oscillators, glider guns, even a general purpose computer). It's a zero player game–meaning that the game play is determined solely by its initial state.

The four rules are as follows:

1. A live cell dies if it has fewer than two live neighbors.

2. A live cell with two or three live neighbors lives on to the next generation.

3. A live cell with more than three live neighbors dies.

4. A dead cell will be brought back to live if it has exactly three live neighbors.

Here is a quick simulation I made in javascript:You can manually click some of the boxes to create the starting conditions, or you can just click randomize.

Conway's game of life is turing complete–meaning if you have a large enough grid, you could perform any operation on it that you could perform on any other computer. This is really well demonstrated by Phillip Bradbury on github,who created a game of life that so large that it starts simulating conway's game of life again

. Theoretically, this could keep going–you could create a Life game that simulates a Life game that simulates a Life game that simulates a Life game….

The simulation I made is only 30 x 30 px, so you won't be able to make anything too complex. But if you're interested, I would recommend checking out golly, which has a built in script to generate metapixel grids that let you do some wacky things with Conway's game of life.

(If you ever want the code for how I make these simulations just email me!!!!!!!)

If you've ever read the time traveler's wife, you might remember the quote “Everything seems simple until you think about it”. 4 rules can create a computer so complex it can run itself over and over and over again...

There is so much to the game of life. For example, there are patterns that don't change from one generation to the next–Conway called these still lifes, things like the four celled block, the six celled beehive or the eighth celled pond.

Patterns that needed lots of generations to stabilize are called methuselahs. A good example of a methuselah is the acorn, developed by Charles Corderman, which takes 5,206 generations to stabilize

But this isn't even close to the longest lasting methuselah. On January 16 2021, Dylan Chen discovered one that takes 52, 513 generations to stabilize, which was found using apgsearch (ash pattern generator search) which generates soups (random initial patterns), where ash is a stable oscillation or flying outcome of a soup.

Different patterns in the game have different classifications and names, for example spaceships are finite patterns that return to the initial state after a certain number of generations but in a different location.

The classes for patterns are as follows:

- Class I-still lifes

- Class II-oscillators

- Class III- space ships

- Class IV- guns

- Class V- unstable, predictable patterns

- Class VI-unstable, unpredictable patterns

Here's a neat table (Courtesy of Alan Zucconi):

Gliders are the smallest space ships known to exist–first discovered in 1969 by Richard guy. Then in 1970, Bill Gosper invented the Gosper glider gun, An oscillator that, every 30 generations, spawns a new glider. That was the first Class IV object to be discovered.

Another interesting aspect of the game is the Garden of Eden Theorem. The theorem was proved by Edward Moore and John Myhill in the 1960s– before Conway's Game of life was even invented. Gardens of Eden are patterns that have no predecessors, which can be pretty easily found since you can use the rules of the game to retrace past generations, and therefore must be starting conditions. The Garden of Eden theorem states that the class of surjective (every pattern is mapped to by some other pattern) cellular automata and those which are injective (no two distinct finite patterns map into the same finite pattern) over finite configurations coincide. So any cellular automaton contains Gardens of Eden if and only if it is not surjective.

Basically, a cellular automaton has a Garden of Eden if and only if it has two different finite configurations that evolve into the same configuration in one step.



The point of all this is that simple rules have high sensitivity to initial conditions, ranging from complete annihilation to a static universe to pure chaos. Stephen Wolfram called the game “the purest example I know of the dynamics of collective human innovation.”

Brian Eno said of the game “Complexity arises from simplicity! That is such a revelation; we are used to the idea that anything complex must arise out of something more complex. Human brains design airplanes, not the other way around. Life shows us complex virtual “organisms” arising out of the interaction of a few simple rule”

I would also like to make it abundantly clear I'm not one of those wackos who thinks Conway's game of life is a genuine reflection of our universe, or that it proves the existence of god. Yes, I have actually heard BYU math students say that the game's dependence on starting conditions proves the existence of god. Obviously the rules are very different from the universal laws we have, and most importantly there's no conservation laws, so something could arise from nothing.

Conway's game of life is just an interesting example of mathematical chaos, because it is not readily predictable, but it is NOT random. There are patterns, laws, and emergent phenomena. Kind of like our universe, a few universal laws and a handful of particles, started by an unknown starting conditions 13.8 billion years ago… and now I can write a blog post distributed to the world wide web on a 10” by 13” screen!




Langton's Ant!

Tuesday, January 14th, 4:08PM

I have been on a big cellular automata kick recently. Mostly because I think the patterns they make are pretty, but also because the math behind some of the papers are really interesting. If you haven't played Conway's Game of life or langton's ant I would highly recommend checking them out. Langton's ant is one of my favorites because it is really simple but it is a turing complete machine, technically, despite only having two rules:

1. If the ant is on a white square: The ant turns 90 degrees right, flips the square to black, and moves forward one step.

2. If the ant is on a black square: The ant turns 90 degrees left, flips the square to white, and moves forward one step.

Here's a quick simulation of it I made in javascript–.if you let it run for long enough without refreshing the page, you should see a pattern emerge.

Langton's ant has three main stages–simplicity, where it has simple, symmetric moves, then it has chaos, where it traces a pretty random and irregular path, and then from the chaos stage it creates the last stage, emergent order, a recurrent highway pof repeatable steps that it gets locked into. I'm sure someone much more poetic than me could make that into a metaphor for life or love or something.

I thought these types of games are fun, so I decided to make my own game except with shapes. I call it Silly Billy Polygon Game.

The rules are as follows:

A grid of cells has one of the following initial states in each cell:

1. Empty (no polygon)

2.Square

3. Triangle

4. Hexagon

And will abide by the following growth rules:

1. Empty cells turn into Squares if surrounded by two or more Squares.

2. Squares can grow into Triangles if adjacent to more than two Squares or other Triangles.

3. Triangles can evolve into Hexagons if surrounded by triangles and squares.

4. Hexagons remain Hexagons unless surrounded by another specific combination of shapes that triggers a new, even larger polygon.

Heres a simulation of it (also made with js):

Another cellular automata that ti think is arguable y more interesting than langton's ant is patersons worm. I'm not going to make a simulation for it because it involves an isometric grid and to be honest I have no idea how to code one of those. But Tomasso Marziu made a great simulation of it that I will link here

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Basically the rules of the game are as follows:

Starting:

Start with an empty, isometric grid

Make a line segment connecting the origin to any other next to it.

There are 6 cardinal directions:

0, which is straight ahead

1, which is a 60° right turn

2, which is a 120° right turn

3 which is a 180° turn (NOT ALLOWED)

4, which is a 120° left turn

5, which is a 60° left turn

You cannot retrace an already occupied path, which is why option 3 is not allowed after any path is made.

So, 0 recurring over and over would make a straight line (BO-RINGG); 1 recurring over and over would make a hexagon; 2 recurring over and over would make a triangle You can stack the rules on top of each other (like 5, 0, 1, 2, 5 or something) to create the rules (in order) that the worm will have to follow

greatest movies ever made (in order, non negotiable, objectively correct)

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1. Pan's Labyrinth

2. Corpse Bride

3. Amelie

4. Coraline

5. Grand Budapest Hotel

6. Labyrinth

7. Edward Scissorhands

8. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

9. Romeo and Juliet (BAZ LUHRMAN VERSION)

10. Donnie Darko

Honerable mentions: Leon the professional, ratatouille, bones and all, princess bride, dead poets society, bridge to terabithia, atlantis

decorated the cover to my new sketchbook

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egg haiku

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two eggs side by side

scrambled or poached or just fried

the eggs do not mind

Thursday January 16th 2025

I am applying for a quantum computing internship today at the national laboratory I live near. I don't think I will get it. Sometimes I worry I will never be enough.

I am so happy today!

Friday, October 11, 2024

When I was walking through the park this morning I saw all the leaves turning orange and I passed by a bench where these two little girls with pigtails were sitting and their mom said 'Who had fun on the bus!' and they both yelled 'Me!!!!' and then they both got juice boxes. I know it's just a regular day for them but it felt like looking back on a core memory from the outside. Like when you were seven and you went on a nice autumn walk and got on the bus with your mom, there were strangers all around you but you didn't think about them, they were just on the margins of your life. And it's just now occurring to me that since I've grown up, I have become that stranger in the margins of someone else's childhood memories. It was weird. It was kind of bittersweet but mostly just sweet. I'm just so happy today.

I have a green knit mini dress coming in the mail. I am listening to the Mr. Robot soundtrack. I am dating someone who makes me very happy. Halloween is coming up. Life is good.

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AI is gross

Wednesday, October 2, 2024

Why is there such a rush to automate everything that makes us human? Art is inherently human, I don't understand why anyone would want to automate creative processes and give away that humanity to a machine.

Pushing a button to generate large quantities of low quality art is not art... It is really disturbing to see the industrialization of what was once a creative, individual, time consuming process.

Even the people who use AI to “brainstorm” really worry me. Like I would rather put a gun in my mouth. If you depend on AI like that, eventually you are going to lose the ability altogether to make the things you think of in your head.

There are so many beautiful things in the world, things that humans make, things that humans have the privilege of seeing, there's so much joy everywhere and the rush to automate it all feels just gross.

here are some pictures i took of the snow last night

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dream blunt rotation:

may 10, 2023

Conan Obrian

Theo Von

Rod Serling

Jim Henson

Princess Diana

Edward Snowden

Carl Sagan

Hank Green

Michael Stevens (vsauce)

Both goobers from mythbusters

log haiku

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lovely little log

in the shape of a croissant

that has fallen down

last night i had the strangest dream........

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i was hiding from all these alien things in the h mart basement with my roommates and all of a sudden the sky opened up and it was beautiful and it was horrible

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Today i met a very old man on the train He had a long beard and a funny hat and he nodded at me solemnly when i gave him my seat. Maybe he was a wizard


my manifesto

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- bring back vaudeville,

- bring back gladiator fights,

- bring back the personal web

hereas a little sketch of my dog i did this mornong

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THIS IS YOUR LIFE!!!

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GRAB IT BY THE BALLS !!!!

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Everytime i think about picking a major I just want to kill myself oh my god. My whole life is going to be determined by whatever it is I choose to study, not to mention college is crazy expensive so I feel horrible if I end up not using my degree. I originally came here to study physics but now I'm in my sophomore year and I despise it.

Technically I'm halfway to a math degree, so I could just switch to that. I do like math, but do I really love math? Probably not.

Maybe I should study art or writing, I like those. But I don't really think I could get a job in those fields, so majoring in that would be a waste of money.

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